Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Friday, October 30, 2009

Hey Boy.............

(frowning)

I fukn luv you!!!!

(smiling)

Monday, October 19, 2009

Reflecting....

....for the last time!

I have made some mistakes, bad judgements and decisions in the past. Some great ones as well. But I can honestly say, that as it stands....."My life just began on September 27th, 2007"....the day I became a mother.




(exhale)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Little Miss Starr




making a mess in her room!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Never Knew I Needed



This song is so true for me right now.
Good or bad....I dunno

But this song is for a Disney fairytale.....
I think I've seen too many movies! not LOL

Monday, October 12, 2009

Scary Truth.....

"The unexamined life is not worth living."

~Socrates

Sunday, October 11, 2009

PEACE PRIZE

Alfred Nobel, an inventor who left in his will that, the Peace Prize should be awarded to the person who:

“ during the preceding year [...] shall have done the most or the best work for fraternity between nations, for the abolition or reduction of standing armies and for the holding and promotion of peace congresses."

Qualifications do not state that you EVEN have to be the President of the United States.

President Barack Obama, unlike our past President....actually speaks and listens at the United Nations meetings. He's displayed UNITY in America in a way never seen before....That is an important FACT, because you have to lead by example. And at a time when our country is at its worst....he took it on, and through his campaign founded on CHANGE, President Barack Obama allowed America to actually mirror HOPE for PEACE in the future.

Not an easy task ladies and gentlemen.



Congratulations to President Obama and his family on recieving the Nobel Peace Prize!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

HuhN?!?!?!




INsidE OuT RiGht NOw

TIP: Whenever you find yourself in denial........turn yourself inside out and the truth will resurface.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

today stuff





My Starry toot @ her "Untle" studio, in her overcoat that I made her...gettin ready to attack that basketball!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

@ sporadic moments...."Nothing Even Matters"



"My fear is my only courage."
~ Bob Marley

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Funny Stuff




lol....no more Shirley Temple for Starr

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Shame on you

When children don't participate in class as a reaction of being previously wrong about something....as adults we encourage them to try again. But when adults who are just bitter about being WRONG, display childlike behaivor....how do you encourage progress to those exposed to their negativity.


Hopefully the purity that these children posses will allow them to differentiate wrong from right. And because both the good and the bad have heavily surfaced, they can make informed choices. Hopefully they can choose to be positively influenced, even when there's "grown ups" that will attempt to instill and pass down a negative fear of COOPERATION for just cause.




At the Face of the Nations unveilance of confusion, I made this promise to my daughter who'll be 2 this month....

I promise that she'll be more than properly informed to make the best decisions for her life in this world.

How many parents oppose taking their children to magic shows, where their minds are spent trying to percieve a pointless illusion? Yet, there's a fear of what our president, who's also a father, has to say to our students.

This is why I also promised myself that my daughter will believe in magic solely because of the look on First Lady Michelle Obama and President Barack Obamas face as they danced to "At Last" on the day of Inauguration.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Inspiration of the day

I'm sitting in the control room at my little brother's public recording studio, while he's in class pursuing his degree in engineering. I remember when him and lil Howard "Chingy" had their little bootleg studio in the basement. His crave for higher learning and success relative to his passion for music is quite admirable.


There it is.....my inspiration of the day.
lol


Which reminds me of this video for some reason...




I'm so proud to say that Jeffery "Young Spiffy" Bailey is my little brother.

Love Lockdown

Sometimes things are either SO perfect or SO tragic.......that I feel like I'm an experiment to my environment. If that were the case, what would the hypothesis read? I've asked this question all my life in different words. Its like my all is either too much or never enough. But still even when the world attempts to chew at the pieces of my life, the things that I believe in the most leave me unconsumed. Those things for me consist of what most people in this world usually allow the expansion of it in their mind to amount to a material object or some traditional ideally thing. But for ME, to truly appreciate it....I can only configure at the core, what LOVE truly means. Not saying that the world doesn't move right.....this is no official pontification on the theory of love......but I don't move with the world. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. But at least, and I do mean at the least.....I don't regret or doubt anything about myself or how I feel.
And that little fact is why I can keep my love lock'd down......

Concluding that I should be considered an uncontrolled substance in any experiment......because I want whats real, which is rarely offered.


OH...and I think that the world should move with me! Seriously

just a thought....good day



"At your best, you are love" ~ Aaliyah

Thursday, September 3, 2009

A round of applause everyone!

Everybody give it up for the man who has been taking responsibility for putting a stop to the Youth Center opening in North County. Just like he said...."I'm not going to move to St. Charles <----(mostly white county).....and you're <----(ME) 'just' a young mom, still in school. Plus you haven't told me how you're doing this, we think that its being funded by drug gangster money because you're blood relative to rapper Chingy." ~Greg Porter, 'just' Chairman of the North County Problem Solving Committee.


LOL

First let me start by saying.....Howard Bailey, also known as Chingy has given away tons of school supplies and scholarships under his Not For Profit "Chingy for Change"

Second let me state that I have plenty of relatives that you could have inappropriately identified me as, with more or less success in other fields. You just chose him because he's famous and easiest to give an inaccurate STEREOTYPE.

And on that note, for you to say that I'm young (which is a form of discrimination) and a mother (another form of discrimination Mr. Porter) simply tells me that your "concerns" of my project or not valid and more than likely irrelevant.


Now as a courtesy, I've attended a few public meetings to present to the community, a brief summary of what I'm trying to do. What I've discovered at these meetings is that the fear that the community has for the youth, has allowed a man like Greg Porter to turn them away from any form of progress. So, instead of being open to my concept of "bridging entertainment and education," they immediately began to petition my opening in their community. I can recall the entire group of angry neighbors yelling at little ol' me that its "not my job to make a difference in the youth."



Let me remind you that this too, is my community. So I had the opportunity of running into one of my protesters in the grocery store. She then informed me that she did agree that something positive like what I'm trying to do should be done...."its just that when some of you moved out to our neighborhoods, people's stuff got broken and burglarized."

SO apparently I'd been bamboozled into trying to defend my goals, which where not the real problem. The real problem that they were having with my project is that it would offer a place in the community for the part of the community that they feel has been decreasing their property value. Well ladies and gentlemen, if I don't give them something to do (the youth) they'll find it.....and hopefully not at your house.

Now I do want to say that I do agree that the youth is rowdy, unruly and misguided. That was proven when a teen club opened not far from my property, where police couldn't even gain control. Consequently the club was closed that opening weekend.

So we've identified the problem. Now why is it again that I can't be apart of the solution?


I can....and I will, and Mr. Greg Porter and friends......you will not be able to stop me. As long as I plan to raise my daughter here....I'll continue to be a positive and active force within this community.


Thanx

Immortality



Michael Jackson is the THRILLER!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Forever

"Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
are full of passionate intensity."

-Ralph Ellision in "Juneteenth" (which should be a required reading for highschool)

Drake has successfully smashed hip hop into turbo!

Crack (I bit that off of Drake)

lol

Monday, August 24, 2009

SO in LOVE


My angel STARR in her playroom


@ the aquarium


I am soooo in LOVE with my daughter Starr!

Friday, August 21, 2009

TRUE STORY

I've been stuck in thought lately.............


Sitting in the control room at the studio.........I can appreciate technology. But, today in traffic........I thought to myself how cool it is to just BE under the sky. That instance, the wind blew on my face, a kiss from the clouds.......And I've been smiling all day in result of it. OR I may just secretly be in love! But, the more I naturally learn to appreciate nature.........the more gracefully I live my life. Nothing can compare to the radiance that the sun showers my life with everyday....except for my daughters smile! LOL

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Healthcare Reform



I BELIEVE IN MY PRESIDENT BARACK OBAMA

And I believe that as a country we can pull it together....but people must learn to address the issues of the HUMAN CONDITION. Put aside for a minute politics and dollars, and make it work.


Oh and KUDOS to Denzel Washington for being an interchangeable American Hero!

LOL

Before I can be serious...........
I have to finish laughing from watching "The HANGOVER"

lol..........the funniest movie I've seen this year!

And I know I have a bad boy complex, because the whole movie I kept thinking 'bout how the character Phil is the cutest and coolest husband EVER!

"hurry up and drive off, before another nerd ask me a question"

hilarious

The little fancy montage was a well deserved "flyness" point when they're walking into Ceasers Palace...and a great use of Kanye's song.

"did Ceaser live here?" ~Alan........the funniest dude ever
LMAO


OKAY, I'm done

Friday, August 7, 2009

Opposition

"You don't really wanna go,
I can tell...
But I'm a take you anyway,
What the hell...
So come on get on in the ride,
And let me take you to the other side..."

-Nelly (St. Louis RAPSTAR)

I've been recieving tons of opposition in my life with my goals, but in my recent endeavors with my community development project....is most appalling. But still....I continue. I continue because I believe in what I'm doing. And a pre-warning to those opposed of my efforts.....I will never be dismayed enough to throw in the towel.

TO those who don't really know what they're up against, let me tell you....

First lets all observe the immediate crisis existing in almost all of our nations' neighborhoods. But this.....this is my home, the place that I plan on raising my daughter.



Now....is a time within our St. Louis communities that young people seek proper guidance. The main influence that they recieve is a tainted image of how media portrays our gifted leaders that are viewed as bigger than life.

My mission is to bridge entertainment and education through creative and performing arts and to make available a university level communications department to kids who do not have computers at home. I've been working night a day for more than a year now to implement within my community a place that can serve as a filter to outside influences. An outlet for important appointent figures who would otherwise be ignored by this demographic to help breed well rounded leaders. I've been putting a lot into my attempt to create an atmosphere that nurtures these future leaders talents and gifts. A medium that can re-direct the energy of our youth and expose them to resources that stand between them and higher education and secured employment post high school.

When I say youth and entertainment....many people who feel that they can stop me have arose with concern. WELL, you cannot ignore an entire generation....or stop people from being entertained. But you can have a positive impact on how it polishes our communities. And even if you can't.............DO NOT TRY TO STOP ME!

Any questions or concerns can be emailed directly to me at jaceystarr@gmail.com

Thanx

I can't say it enough.....






WELCOME TO "HOTEL CALIFORNIA"

lol

Friday, July 3, 2009

Best I Ever Had!

How cute is Drake? Way, I know.....

Frank Sinatra once said on screen for "Guys and Dolls"....
"Exterior schmaltz is no good. Real schmaltz has to come from the heart."

And in that same philosophy, Drake's concentration on his true "bestie" that distracts him from his team........works for me.
His failing to coach a good team, and lack of concentration on the plays....directs his energy and thought to someone, something and someplace else. Assuming that it's his single REAL "bestie"....he's true to his song!


In reguard to all the negative reviews that this video has recieved....
I do believe that it's confusing, but at the beginning of the song Drake says "A lot of girls think that my songs are about them, but this is NOT TO GET CONFUSED."

lol

I like it....and he made the cutest face when he looks at the other team come in. geesh, I'd take him in a game of love and basketball....lol

Monday, March 23, 2009

sobriety

Fuk sobriety....quitters never win and winners never quit!

No drugs or drink....just him.

So JUNKie

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Heartbreak Drake

Just felt like saying/typing that.


So Far Gone laidies and gentlemen.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

true colors

This must be the season of true colors. Well I have an announcement for everybody....mines won't be turned blue for nothing or no one!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I LOVE LIFE!



"LOVE ME OR LEAVE ME"
~Jennifer Lopez

Sunday, January 25, 2009

HMmmph HMmmph

MY WEEKLY DOSE OF T.I. EARGASM!


PAPERTRAIL IS THE SHIT!

Monday, January 12, 2009

The new FRESH PRINCE!




WOW....so 'hip hop' are you ready?

STARRSEVEN

I haven't had much time recently to say much on here, but I've been working on projects under StarrSeven.
It's currently being REVAMPED for users!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Edification

"Shoot for the moon and if you miss you will still be among the stars."
~Les Brown