Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Reflecting....
....for the last time!
I have made some mistakes, bad judgements and decisions in the past. Some great ones as well. But I can honestly say, that as it stands....."My life just began on September 27th, 2007"....the day I became a mother.
(exhale)
I have made some mistakes, bad judgements and decisions in the past. Some great ones as well. But I can honestly say, that as it stands....."My life just began on September 27th, 2007"....the day I became a mother.
(exhale)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Never Knew I Needed
This song is so true for me right now.
Good or bad....I dunno
But this song is for a Disney fairytale.....
I think I've seen too many movies! not LOL
Monday, October 12, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
PEACE PRIZE
Alfred Nobel, an inventor who left in his will that, the Peace Prize should be awarded to the person who:
“ during the preceding year [...] shall have done the most or the best work for fraternity between nations, for the abolition or reduction of standing armies and for the holding and promotion of peace congresses."
Qualifications do not state that you EVEN have to be the President of the United States.
President Barack Obama, unlike our past President....actually speaks and listens at the United Nations meetings. He's displayed UNITY in America in a way never seen before....That is an important FACT, because you have to lead by example. And at a time when our country is at its worst....he took it on, and through his campaign founded on CHANGE, President Barack Obama allowed America to actually mirror HOPE for PEACE in the future.
Not an easy task ladies and gentlemen.
Congratulations to President Obama and his family on recieving the Nobel Peace Prize!
“ during the preceding year [...] shall have done the most or the best work for fraternity between nations, for the abolition or reduction of standing armies and for the holding and promotion of peace congresses."
Qualifications do not state that you EVEN have to be the President of the United States.
President Barack Obama, unlike our past President....actually speaks and listens at the United Nations meetings. He's displayed UNITY in America in a way never seen before....That is an important FACT, because you have to lead by example. And at a time when our country is at its worst....he took it on, and through his campaign founded on CHANGE, President Barack Obama allowed America to actually mirror HOPE for PEACE in the future.
Not an easy task ladies and gentlemen.
Congratulations to President Obama and his family on recieving the Nobel Peace Prize!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
HuhN?!?!?!
INsidE OuT RiGht NOw
TIP: Whenever you find yourself in denial........turn yourself inside out and the truth will resurface.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
today stuff
My Starry toot @ her "Untle" studio, in her overcoat that I made her...gettin ready to attack that basketball!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Shame on you
When children don't participate in class as a reaction of being previously wrong about something....as adults we encourage them to try again. But when adults who are just bitter about being WRONG, display childlike behaivor....how do you encourage progress to those exposed to their negativity.
Hopefully the purity that these children posses will allow them to differentiate wrong from right. And because both the good and the bad have heavily surfaced, they can make informed choices. Hopefully they can choose to be positively influenced, even when there's "grown ups" that will attempt to instill and pass down a negative fear of COOPERATION for just cause.
At the Face of the Nations unveilance of confusion, I made this promise to my daughter who'll be 2 this month....
I promise that she'll be more than properly informed to make the best decisions for her life in this world.
How many parents oppose taking their children to magic shows, where their minds are spent trying to percieve a pointless illusion? Yet, there's a fear of what our president, who's also a father, has to say to our students.
This is why I also promised myself that my daughter will believe in magic solely because of the look on First Lady Michelle Obama and President Barack Obamas face as they danced to "At Last" on the day of Inauguration.
Hopefully the purity that these children posses will allow them to differentiate wrong from right. And because both the good and the bad have heavily surfaced, they can make informed choices. Hopefully they can choose to be positively influenced, even when there's "grown ups" that will attempt to instill and pass down a negative fear of COOPERATION for just cause.
At the Face of the Nations unveilance of confusion, I made this promise to my daughter who'll be 2 this month....
I promise that she'll be more than properly informed to make the best decisions for her life in this world.
How many parents oppose taking their children to magic shows, where their minds are spent trying to percieve a pointless illusion? Yet, there's a fear of what our president, who's also a father, has to say to our students.
This is why I also promised myself that my daughter will believe in magic solely because of the look on First Lady Michelle Obama and President Barack Obamas face as they danced to "At Last" on the day of Inauguration.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Inspiration of the day
I'm sitting in the control room at my little brother's public recording studio, while he's in class pursuing his degree in engineering. I remember when him and lil Howard "Chingy" had their little bootleg studio in the basement. His crave for higher learning and success relative to his passion for music is quite admirable.
There it is.....my inspiration of the day.
lol
Which reminds me of this video for some reason...
I'm so proud to say that Jeffery "Young Spiffy" Bailey is my little brother.
There it is.....my inspiration of the day.
lol
Which reminds me of this video for some reason...
I'm so proud to say that Jeffery "Young Spiffy" Bailey is my little brother.
Love Lockdown
Sometimes things are either SO perfect or SO tragic.......that I feel like I'm an experiment to my environment. If that were the case, what would the hypothesis read? I've asked this question all my life in different words. Its like my all is either too much or never enough. But still even when the world attempts to chew at the pieces of my life, the things that I believe in the most leave me unconsumed. Those things for me consist of what most people in this world usually allow the expansion of it in their mind to amount to a material object or some traditional ideally thing. But for ME, to truly appreciate it....I can only configure at the core, what LOVE truly means. Not saying that the world doesn't move right.....this is no official pontification on the theory of love......but I don't move with the world. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. But at least, and I do mean at the least.....I don't regret or doubt anything about myself or how I feel.
And that little fact is why I can keep my love lock'd down......
Concluding that I should be considered an uncontrolled substance in any experiment......because I want whats real, which is rarely offered.
OH...and I think that the world should move with me! Seriously
just a thought....good day
"At your best, you are love" ~ Aaliyah
And that little fact is why I can keep my love lock'd down......
Concluding that I should be considered an uncontrolled substance in any experiment......because I want whats real, which is rarely offered.
OH...and I think that the world should move with me! Seriously
just a thought....good day
"At your best, you are love" ~ Aaliyah
Thursday, September 3, 2009
A round of applause everyone!
Everybody give it up for the man who has been taking responsibility for putting a stop to the Youth Center opening in North County. Just like he said...."I'm not going to move to St. Charles <----(mostly white county).....and you're <----(ME) 'just' a young mom, still in school. Plus you haven't told me how you're doing this, we think that its being funded by drug gangster money because you're blood relative to rapper Chingy." ~Greg Porter, 'just' Chairman of the North County Problem Solving Committee.
LOL
First let me start by saying.....Howard Bailey, also known as Chingy has given away tons of school supplies and scholarships under his Not For Profit "Chingy for Change"
Second let me state that I have plenty of relatives that you could have inappropriately identified me as, with more or less success in other fields. You just chose him because he's famous and easiest to give an inaccurate STEREOTYPE.
And on that note, for you to say that I'm young (which is a form of discrimination) and a mother (another form of discrimination Mr. Porter) simply tells me that your "concerns" of my project or not valid and more than likely irrelevant.
Now as a courtesy, I've attended a few public meetings to present to the community, a brief summary of what I'm trying to do. What I've discovered at these meetings is that the fear that the community has for the youth, has allowed a man like Greg Porter to turn them away from any form of progress. So, instead of being open to my concept of "bridging entertainment and education," they immediately began to petition my opening in their community. I can recall the entire group of angry neighbors yelling at little ol' me that its "not my job to make a difference in the youth."
Let me remind you that this too, is my community. So I had the opportunity of running into one of my protesters in the grocery store. She then informed me that she did agree that something positive like what I'm trying to do should be done...."its just that when some of you moved out to our neighborhoods, people's stuff got broken and burglarized."
SO apparently I'd been bamboozled into trying to defend my goals, which where not the real problem. The real problem that they were having with my project is that it would offer a place in the community for the part of the community that they feel has been decreasing their property value. Well ladies and gentlemen, if I don't give them something to do (the youth) they'll find it.....and hopefully not at your house.
Now I do want to say that I do agree that the youth is rowdy, unruly and misguided. That was proven when a teen club opened not far from my property, where police couldn't even gain control. Consequently the club was closed that opening weekend.
So we've identified the problem. Now why is it again that I can't be apart of the solution?
I can....and I will, and Mr. Greg Porter and friends......you will not be able to stop me. As long as I plan to raise my daughter here....I'll continue to be a positive and active force within this community.
Thanx
LOL
First let me start by saying.....Howard Bailey, also known as Chingy has given away tons of school supplies and scholarships under his Not For Profit "Chingy for Change"
Second let me state that I have plenty of relatives that you could have inappropriately identified me as, with more or less success in other fields. You just chose him because he's famous and easiest to give an inaccurate STEREOTYPE.
And on that note, for you to say that I'm young (which is a form of discrimination) and a mother (another form of discrimination Mr. Porter) simply tells me that your "concerns" of my project or not valid and more than likely irrelevant.
Now as a courtesy, I've attended a few public meetings to present to the community, a brief summary of what I'm trying to do. What I've discovered at these meetings is that the fear that the community has for the youth, has allowed a man like Greg Porter to turn them away from any form of progress. So, instead of being open to my concept of "bridging entertainment and education," they immediately began to petition my opening in their community. I can recall the entire group of angry neighbors yelling at little ol' me that its "not my job to make a difference in the youth."
Let me remind you that this too, is my community. So I had the opportunity of running into one of my protesters in the grocery store. She then informed me that she did agree that something positive like what I'm trying to do should be done...."its just that when some of you moved out to our neighborhoods, people's stuff got broken and burglarized."
SO apparently I'd been bamboozled into trying to defend my goals, which where not the real problem. The real problem that they were having with my project is that it would offer a place in the community for the part of the community that they feel has been decreasing their property value. Well ladies and gentlemen, if I don't give them something to do (the youth) they'll find it.....and hopefully not at your house.
Now I do want to say that I do agree that the youth is rowdy, unruly and misguided. That was proven when a teen club opened not far from my property, where police couldn't even gain control. Consequently the club was closed that opening weekend.
So we've identified the problem. Now why is it again that I can't be apart of the solution?
I can....and I will, and Mr. Greg Porter and friends......you will not be able to stop me. As long as I plan to raise my daughter here....I'll continue to be a positive and active force within this community.
Thanx
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Forever
"Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
are full of passionate intensity."
-Ralph Ellision in "Juneteenth" (which should be a required reading for highschool)
Drake has successfully smashed hip hop into turbo!
Crack (I bit that off of Drake)
lol
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
are full of passionate intensity."
-Ralph Ellision in "Juneteenth" (which should be a required reading for highschool)
Drake has successfully smashed hip hop into turbo!
Crack (I bit that off of Drake)
lol
Monday, August 24, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
TRUE STORY
I've been stuck in thought lately.............
Sitting in the control room at the studio.........I can appreciate technology. But, today in traffic........I thought to myself how cool it is to just BE under the sky. That instance, the wind blew on my face, a kiss from the clouds.......And I've been smiling all day in result of it. OR I may just secretly be in love! But, the more I naturally learn to appreciate nature.........the more gracefully I live my life. Nothing can compare to the radiance that the sun showers my life with everyday....except for my daughters smile! LOL
Sitting in the control room at the studio.........I can appreciate technology. But, today in traffic........I thought to myself how cool it is to just BE under the sky. That instance, the wind blew on my face, a kiss from the clouds.......And I've been smiling all day in result of it. OR I may just secretly be in love! But, the more I naturally learn to appreciate nature.........the more gracefully I live my life. Nothing can compare to the radiance that the sun showers my life with everyday....except for my daughters smile! LOL
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Healthcare Reform
I BELIEVE IN MY PRESIDENT BARACK OBAMA
And I believe that as a country we can pull it together....but people must learn to address the issues of the HUMAN CONDITION. Put aside for a minute politics and dollars, and make it work.
Oh and KUDOS to Denzel Washington for being an interchangeable American Hero!
LOL
Before I can be serious...........
I have to finish laughing from watching "The HANGOVER"
lol..........the funniest movie I've seen this year!
And I know I have a bad boy complex, because the whole movie I kept thinking 'bout how the character Phil is the cutest and coolest husband EVER!
"hurry up and drive off, before another nerd ask me a question"
hilarious
The little fancy montage was a well deserved "flyness" point when they're walking into Ceasers Palace...and a great use of Kanye's song.
"did Ceaser live here?" ~Alan........the funniest dude ever
LMAO
OKAY, I'm done
I have to finish laughing from watching "The HANGOVER"
lol..........the funniest movie I've seen this year!
And I know I have a bad boy complex, because the whole movie I kept thinking 'bout how the character Phil is the cutest and coolest husband EVER!
"hurry up and drive off, before another nerd ask me a question"
hilarious
The little fancy montage was a well deserved "flyness" point when they're walking into Ceasers Palace...and a great use of Kanye's song.
"did Ceaser live here?" ~Alan........the funniest dude ever
LMAO
OKAY, I'm done
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