Thursday, June 19, 2014

To break.

"I shall not want" There is no justice when my needs or earnings only meet a cold deprivation and dictation. Today, I question. I question a lot of this world. To grab at the multiple "to be thought up" answers is more of a false reciprocation of the outcome or "doing's" of unnatural endeavors stoking the occupation of my imagination. I can't go anywhere, but I can go just about everywhere with these thoughts. This is not curiosity because I am actively being effected, but is it then a challenge that I must meet. Or wait. Wait for something or someone. I, originally had intentions for my inactions that were to be completed by myself and carried out as the defining actions of my young life.....as an artist who would become a humanitarian only after becoming first, a mother. I am not a failure but incomplete because of my false start, and frozen in what I frightfully would like to call the beginning, though some things must end. Liberty must become the state of myself for all of my actions. Freedom must ring. Remembering freedom, with the yearn for a Liberation to Life and Love itself, my heart powered what has become my current inactions of today. The feeling of being incomplete is like starvation. I am unbroken